Cargidan Weather

Mann, I haven't updated this blog in a long time. Cardigan Weather is a song from Meg and Dia that I really like right now :) It really has nothing to do with anything going on in my life right now, but lately it's been so beautiful outside, it is like cardigan weather! Like, perfect weather for wearing cardigans? Okay, this made sense to me in my head. Anyway!

I went clubbing at Stingaree! It was super fun :) Daniel was underdressed so he couldn't get in, so we ended up wandering downtown SD for about an hour before we tried to go in again. In the meantime, we went bar hopping to about 7 different bars and I never got stopped. I'm so glad that my best friend looks exactly like me so I got in no problemoooo :) People tell me that when I go to 18+ clubs, that's not really clubbing, and now I totally know what they mean!! Haha, Stingaree was definitely awesome and I want to go agaiiiiin!

During finals week, I literally spent about 15-20 hours in CLICS everyday. It was somewhat tortuous, but also really fun at the same time. Since the whole school is practically crammed into that tiny little library, you can just get up and take a break at 4 A.M. and walk over to talk to friends. At least everyone else is suffering with you, right? I also took Adderall for the first time! Last quarter, Lynn gave me one but I was too scared to take it in case I ended up focusing on the wrong thing. It was pretty useful, I guess, but I don't want to become dependent on it, so I'll just try to stick to relying on my own will.

Despite practically selling my soul to the devil to study for ochem, I still managed to fail and get owned so badly. I literally accepted the fact that I wasn't going to pass the class and was prepared for the worst. By some miracle, I actually passed!!! Yeeeeeee. Barely though, so it's not much of an achievement.

Home home home homeeeeee! I love homeeee. Before I left for SD, I honestly thought that I would be the last person on Earth to ever miss home. All those years of having stressful fights and arguments with my family made me want to leave so badly. But you really don't appreciate having a home until you have to leave it. Thankfully, I've really started to settle into SD and I love both lives. Ahh, life is good :)

I have caterpillar eyebrows. :[ But not anymore! My sister always gets her eyebrows threaded, so I decided to try it for the first time; my eyebrows really can't be worse than they already are, right? So, eyebrow threading... AKA HELL ON EARTH. Dammit, those were the 10 most painful minutes of my life. I think my eyes are super sensitive to stuff going near it, which is why I never really wear make-up; and don't even get me started on contacts. My whole eyes were super red afterwards; although it really was successful! But still, this is why I rather be ugly than sacrifice comfort for beauty.


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