Stress

I am so stressed out right now. I think the last time I was this stressed was when I was back at De Anza. After being burnt out since summer, I stopped caring and realized that was my key to success (no joke; I've been doing infinitely better than I was when I was trying). But now that I know I have these new (learning) superpowers, my expectations suddenly rose a lot. After my first final this morning, I started stressing that I wouldn't get an A+ although I'm positive I'll at least get an A. I thought about that for like 2 hours even though I knew it didn't really matter. I'm sure I'm actually pretty prepared for my two finals tomorrow (one of which is the hardest class I've ever taken in my life, but ironically also my favorite), but I'm still stressing out. I think it's because I'm really expecting/aiming for straight A's this quarter (not like that's different from usual, but I feel like I'm a lot more capable of doing so now). Anywayyyy. Okay CHILL ANGELA! study timeeee.